This page holds the parts of my life
where thinking is not articulated as research,
but practiced through attention, rhythm, and structure.
How I regulate emotion
A private space where emotion is held,
not performed.
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How I attend to the world
A practice of observing without occupying,
shaped by light, distance, and restraint.
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How much structure do I need in order to stay free?
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Singing exists for me as an independent space.
It is not performance, but self-calibration.
I do not always sing to be heard.
I often listen back to my own voice to understand what kinds of melodies, lyrics,
and pacing I truly respond to.
I gravitate toward slower, lyrical songs.
Not because they are sad, but because they leave time for emotion to surface without force.
Singing
I value emotional honesty,
but I also value control.
but as a container that keeps emotion precise rather than overwhelming.
In certain moments, emotion enters articulation and breath involuntarily.
Voice can be more honest than language.
This is a Touchdesigner Voice model for my favorite K-Rnb
Singing is one of my ways of regulating emotion.
In other moments, I turn to white noise or piano music to return to a focused, low-noise state.
If photography directs my attention outward,
singing brings it back inward.
To feel relaxed and cheerful, I listen to:
AND! Christmas season is coming, so I listen to:
Holiday chill vibe:
If I want to feel rhythm, I listen:
If I want to feel calm, I listen:
My Favorite Chinese R&B singer: Khalil Fong
Photography
Photography is not only documentation for me.
It is also a form of emotional translation.
I do not often photograph people.
I am more drawn to nature-especially landscapes rendered in cooler tones and softer light.
Rather than announcing how I see the world, photography allows me to show it quietly.
I am often traveling, encountering different places and environments.
What fascinates me is that nature remains untouched by artificial intervention,
yet never appears the same across locations.
Through these images, I hope others sense attentiveness, emotional precision, and a sustained respect for the natural world.
A special memory that shaped how I look
In 2022 July to August, I traveled across the United States with my dad,
driving from California to Massachusetts and visiting many national parks along the way.
This journey remains one of my most vivid memories-not because is the longest trip ever lol,
but because of how slowly and quietly those landscapes insisted on being seen,
and because my dad was there with me (P.S. we facetimed with my mom everyday:)).
A Question I Keep Returning To
How much structure do I need in order to stay free?
I find myself returning to this question again and again.
Sometimes through how I arrange a space,
sometimes through the way I move inside a piece of creative work,
sometimes simply through noticing that I am no longer who I was before.
I am drawn to order, to things that can be held gently and made sense of.
But I don’t believe creativity lives where everything is fully controlled.
It comes from knowing what is usable,and quietly refusing to treat boundaries as fixed.
I am not trying to arrive at an answer.
I use this question to stay attentive,
to notice how I am living,
and when I need to shift the way I move through the world.
This page will change.
The question remains.